A few people, after hearing about my summer plans, have said that I am brave to go so far and for so long on my own. But if they could have known the anxious thoughts of my heart tonight, they would see how mistaken they really are! I honestly didn't give much thought to the fact that I would be "going it alone" until this morning. Then I began to realize that no one would be around to make sure I didn't forget my purse in the terminal or miss my flight. The scariest thing about travaling alone is that I am responsible for everything. I have to keep track of all that's going on and all my luggage at all times; ask my mom or my roommate and either of them they tell you that I am not always so good at that. I was scared of messing up, my heart was anxious, and I was not brave.
But then, as I was sitting outside looking at the stars, looking for assurance, God reminded me of His presence; the God who created the galaxies brought to my mind a song of David:
"Where can I go from your Spirit? Where can I flee from your presence? If I go up to the heavens, you are there; If I make my bed in the depths, you are there. If I rise on the wings of the dawn, if I settle on the far side of the sea, even there your hand will guide me, your right hand will hold me fast." (Psalm 139:7-10)
I don't know what tomorrow will bring, but I have a constant companion more faithful than any earthly friend. If God can manage the universe, I trust Him to handle busy airports too.
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